...so what sort of things do you like? It seems like you enjoy being on the bottom, especially if somebody's capable of giving it to you rough. [ smirks. ] I like that too, honestly. But I... mostly top. And that's fine, like, I enjoy making people happy and watching them squirm beneath me is certainly something else. [ her smirk broadens. ] But I wish somebody would just pin me down and fuck me stupid.
That's definitely a part of it. Like, getting intimate with somebody is already putting yourself out there, but trusting them not to take advantage and to basically treat you 'right', so to speak, is on another level. It can be great when you're with certain people.
I totally understand. I think most people think I prefer the top, because of my personality and, like I said, I definitely don't mind it. It kind of comes naturally, because, well, ... [ she just chuckles. ] But there's just something satisfying about letting somebody else take control. Kinda like you said before, trust.
I don't think there's a way to be bad at it when you're giving an honest effort and just sort of showing the person love and attention.
Me too. It's nice to be able to talk about stuff and just... hang out... I feel like I don't get to do a lot of this. Like, not this sort, anyway. And it was definitely nice.
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softlyfalling) wrote2019-02-12 07:23 pm
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she just sort of... lets that happen? it's a little cute. ]
I guess I'm a lot less, er... reserved, in that setting, it's sort of true...
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It definitely sounded like you knew what you wanted.
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I mean, it's sort of—I try, anyway.
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I—guess I just like, er—well—
...it’s just kind of relaxing to be able to trust someone else to be in control, I guess. So if someone, er, tells me what to do, it’s... nice.
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what filter. ]
That's definitely a part of it. Like, getting intimate with somebody is already putting yourself out there, but trusting them not to take advantage and to basically treat you 'right', so to speak, is on another level. It can be great when you're with certain people.
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I'm trying to, er... get a little better at the other side of it, but it, ah... takes practice.
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You're not wrong. Sometimes you can just, like, do it, but other times...
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But also, like you said, I like... being able to make other people happy, it's just. I don't want to be bad at it.
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I don't think there's a way to be bad at it when you're giving an honest effort and just sort of showing the person love and attention.
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[ she pauses, and then—
reaches over and cups DVa's face with one hand, tilting her chin up gently before leaning down to kiss her again. ]
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I think I'd much rather cuddle right now. I'm a bit tired.
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...sorry. I got a little carried away.
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[ she sort of drapes herself side-saddle instead. ]
You’re also an exceptional cuddler.
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...I'm glad we can spend time together as friends? Honestly.
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