I don't want you to have to feel like you're walking on coals trying to be inoffensive, though. I mean, if anyone's taking offense at you, they've probably been offended by one of the rest of us, first...
It doesn't make the fact that we have to deal with it regardless any better, but I can guarantee you that if someone decides to dislike us, if they say it's your fault I'll... I don't know. Tell them to fuck right off, I guess.
... That probably got him cranky, yeah. But also he has no room to talk when he's been calling someone his big sister and someone else his son.
[ Also all of Wild City's everything. ]
It's... true, that's a touchy subject for us. But you've been a really reliable and steady person to me since you've arrive and it means a lot to me. You're easily a senpai figure to me, a beloved one. And even if it's hypocritical of me to say so when I get cranky about Silver's relationships, you'd be what I want from an older sis.
I'm really glad, I... didn't really get along with my family growing up, I think, so... it feels a little selfish of me sometimes to think of things here that way, but.
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softlyfalling) wrote2019-02-12 07:23 pm
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I don't want you to have to feel like you're walking on coals trying to be inoffensive, though. I mean, if anyone's taking offense at you, they've probably been offended by one of the rest of us, first...
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You'd really say that?
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I suppose it's said that words can cut as well as blades, and if it's in defense of all of you—it's a lot easier for me to take up those arms.
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...but I want to try and be that kind of person, I think, for all of you.
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[ Wait. ]
- Inspiration, I mean. I want to be able to be that kind of person too.
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...I think maybe I said this to Silver while I was sobering up, which was probably a mistake, but I think of you as sort of a brother, you know.
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[ Also all of Wild City's everything. ]
It's... true, that's a touchy subject for us. But you've been a really reliable and steady person to me since you've arrive and it means a lot to me. You're easily a senpai figure to me, a beloved one. And even if it's hypocritical of me to say so when I get cranky about Silver's relationships, you'd be what I want from an older sis.
You are like an older sis.
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[ oh, she's getting misty-eyed, a little— ]
I'm really glad, I... didn't really get along with my family growing up, I think, so... it feels a little selfish of me sometimes to think of things here that way, but.
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We'll look after each other, then, okay?
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... I'll do my best.