sorrowful blade of the softly-falling rain ([personal profile] softlyfalling) wrote2020-12-11 04:17 pm
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[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-12-21 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Yes... though I think it is exceedingly rare, and I don't know if it can really be classified as sorcery. There are related Paths, like Forge and Cauldron, but... what I have is more primal still, though it still manifests itself as spells much like those of sorcery. I was given that potential, or perhaps infected is a more accurate term, at a young age.

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-12-21 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure...

It's a nice day out, though. On a day like this, it almost feels like there isn't much wrong with me.
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[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-12-22 09:44 pm (UTC)(link)
It's alright. I don't mind talking about it like this.

[ The immense grounds of the Meiji Jingu and the adjacent Yoyogi park come into view among the urban sprawl of Shibuya, and Hlasoh sighs peacefully. ]
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[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-12-24 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It's a pretty good day right now.
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[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-12-26 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Shriiiiike, I'm driving.

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2020-12-27 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
We are almost there!

I have been. I use drives like these to process them, but now this time is for you.

I... honestly don't know enough about the "infection" to know if it's curable, as it were. Perhaps not the original one, but maybe the later, ah, experiments performed on me, may be mitigated.
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[personal profile] nihilmancy 2021-01-03 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
I hope so. But... this may be one chance that Hell affords me. That's why I sometimes seem lost in thought about these things.

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2021-01-08 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been able to do things— no, be a person, that I never could have dreamed of.

[personal profile] nihilmancy 2021-01-13 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
...I think so. Sometimes I have a hard time identifying my own feelings. But I believe I am happy much of the time.