I know that too. I know, the things that I feel, sometimes aren't quite what's rational, what's entirely true.

But... I have a lot. And I've done a lot. And not everybody can lay claim to being a talented flutist, cook, gardener, and a sorceress of earth-shaking power. And well-read. Somebody who loves and is loved and will seize the world by it's collar and drag it screaming if I have to. So. I feel and know those things as well.