Morning☆Glory: Yeah. Morning☆Glory: I guess the thing is... I don't have much experience with ANY kind of close bonds with people. Morning☆Glory: I've tried to have them. And I HAVE messed it up a bunch of times. Dated A when we should have just been friends, wanted Taisho to be family when other people didn't... Morning☆Glory: So it's really hard for me to imagine just... waking up and being sure about it. Morning☆Glory: I care about them a lot. With all of them I was surprised how quickly and easily I felt like we understood each other, even though it was in different ways with everyone. It's comfortable, and it makes me happy. Morning☆Glory: So... I do feel like it's right, I think. That they're my family. Morning☆Glory: But I can't help thinking that maybe I'm wrong. Because when have I ever been right about that kind of thing? Morning☆Glory: And it being something so out of the ordinary doesn't help, because it's not like I have anything to look at and think... yeah, it's like that. Morning☆Glory: It's fine with me if it's something weird. I decided a while ago I wasn't going to be normal. Morning☆Glory: But I don't know how to stop being scared it's not actually anything.
Re: Day 254 morning
Morning☆Glory: I guess the thing is... I don't have much experience with ANY kind of close bonds with people.
Morning☆Glory: I've tried to have them. And I HAVE messed it up a bunch of times. Dated A when we should have just been friends, wanted Taisho to be family when other people didn't...
Morning☆Glory: So it's really hard for me to imagine just... waking up and being sure about it.
Morning☆Glory: I care about them a lot. With all of them I was surprised how quickly and easily I felt like we understood each other, even though it was in different ways with everyone. It's comfortable, and it makes me happy.
Morning☆Glory: So... I do feel like it's right, I think. That they're my family.
Morning☆Glory: But I can't help thinking that maybe I'm wrong. Because when have I ever been right about that kind of thing?
Morning☆Glory: And it being something so out of the ordinary doesn't help, because it's not like I have anything to look at and think... yeah, it's like that.
Morning☆Glory: It's fine with me if it's something weird. I decided a while ago I wasn't going to be normal.
Morning☆Glory: But I don't know how to stop being scared it's not actually anything.