...I didn't mean to make everyone feel so bad, with this. I feel like I hurt a lot of people, and... it's selfish of me, probably. But I can't undo it, and it felt right. Like there wasn't anything else I could have done.
But I guess I'm just saying... he's not going anywhere. He loves you, in a way that's special and unique and that I am sometimes jealous of, honestly. So there's no need to rush.
Re: day 254.
grips her shoulders ]
I'm not saying that it'll make it worse. Just—
...I didn't mean to make everyone feel so bad, with this. I feel like I hurt a lot of people, and... it's selfish of me, probably. But I can't undo it, and it felt right. Like there wasn't anything else I could have done.
But I guess I'm just saying... he's not going anywhere. He loves you, in a way that's special and unique and that I am sometimes jealous of, honestly. So there's no need to rush.