kiss game overflow sept. 2020;

[softlyfalling]

[ threads go here because we know how this game will be. ]

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[wonderlandgirl]

I suppose I'm more than a little sweet on her, too...

[She blushes, looking away.]

She comes round to pep! quite a lot, actually. Cobalt-san gets on really well with her, too - not like that, I mean. But really well.

[She reaches for the next vials - peach - and fidgets.]

[softlyfalling]

I have... actually a couple people I'm close to on ZRAEL, so that's nice to hear, just that people I like get along—

[ she takes a peach one of her own, and uncorks it, before drinking. ]

Honestly—actually, you remind me of a girl I was very sweet on growing up.

[ ...that was more candid than she necessarily intended, but ]

[wonderlandgirl]

Mm. I've been hoping we could sort of... watch out for them a little, in games? Sabre-kun - she feels like nobody watches out for them. That they're an acceptable loss, somehow... I don't think that. I'm sure you don't. But sometimes, when you really feel something, just knowing better doesn't help...

[But she smiles a little, at Shrike's next word, and drinks her own vial.]

Really? Someone like me?

[softlyfalling]

Mm, well—she's a singer and a musician, recognized in a lot of places, and relentlessly hopeful and kind besides.

...I miss her a lot.

[wonderlandgirl]

Oh--!

[That does sound like the sort of person Wednesday would like to be. She thinks I'm all those things?]

That's the hard thing about getting back memories, don't you think? It's almost a little bit harder, when you know exactly who you're missing. It's sort of - general, otherwise. But once you have a name and a face and you know a few things... it aches a bit more, doesn't it?

[softlyfalling]

Mm, and she was the first person I remembered, actually—

...well. I remembered leaving her behind. Or maybe more the other way around, but it was my choice. I'm lucky to have the knowledge now that we found each other again, but...

...I wonder what she'd make of me now.

[wonderlandgirl]

Oh, you met again...

[That's good. I'm glad.]

I'm sure she'd love you just as you are, Shrike-san. You're one of the most admirable people here - even if you've gone through a lot. That doesn't make you any less worthy of her.

[softlyfalling]

I really hope so. I think... in a lot of ways, I'm much more satisfied with the person I am now.

...though I hope it's not too much of a surprise to return with a husband, too.